Its Time

So we are starting our journey once again. For the next several months, we will be monitoring and finding a great specialist and getting things set up with the insurance company. We have been wanting one more child for about 3 years now and so we are officially doing something about it. I am very excited but at the same time, very scared and nervous. Knowing that I could miscarry again or have another tubal, the fear of loss is sometimes a bit overwhelming. Or not knowing if we will be able to get pregnant again. Its a little scary and a feeling of not being in control that I struggle with. I would love to just be able to get pregnant on our own with no "help" and not have to pay but this is how it is and we have to do what it takes. So we are asking for prayers thru this process. Prayers of peace thru this and of hope that it will happen. Its kind of scary being on a time limit but we only have a year or two to try and also financially, its not cheap. I know God is in control and our future has already been set but human nature takes over sometimes. So, just needing prayers....